Discovery

Some Find Themselves in Others
Instead of stressing over the most proper or most appropriate way to begin this, that was it.

I have longed, okay maybe not longed but I have wanted, to write a blog for a decent amount of time now. Granted, nothing really has changed (things have actually changed), I still figured if I do not start this now I never will, (probably a lie... I more than likely would have started on just later on in my life).

So, I am not an experienced blogger, I think I am masking it well, right?, but I also do not know the difference between an experienced blogger vs. an inexperienced one. So we continue onward.

I am a writer, not professionally, and normally I am more structured than this (or I would like to think I am at least) but considering this is a new environment (don't know what that even means) and form of writing I figured I would ditch my extremely methodical formal writing in order to delve into something new head first (which is not recommended for most things, like an empty pool). That was what I like to call a run on sentence. Anyway, my sense of humor may be dry ( as a desert ), some actually find it delicious (as a dessert), and thus I will never change my humor.

However, as the title suggests, I have found myself in others (that sounds dirty but is not supposed to). This world is an interconnected one (the internet helps that) and I have come to terms with that. No longer is locking myself in a dark, depressing room going to solve all of my problems (not like it used to anyway). However, this is going to be yet another huge transformation in my life (Optimus Prime!...Transformer...get it? Nevermind). I recently started a new major, again. This allows me to be part of the large statistic of students who change majors (I just wanted to make sure it was true that students change their major on average three times in their college career... it is right and I am above average). Regardless, I am finally settling in and being happy. I was torn by society's pressures (shame on you society) and for that I am regretful. I wish I followed through with this major from the beginning, however I am not upset at the vast knowledge about everything (literally) that I have acquired.

So back to everything, I am finding myself through my interactions (or sometimes lack thereof) with other people in this extremely populated world. The more perspectives I have received about the pettiest of situations and intense of ones, have made me realize many things about myself (because I am all that matters, completely kidding) and the world surrounding me. I wish I could divulge my discoveries (like Columbus did when he discovered a route to India...oops), but there is not enough time in the day nor are my fingers that strong to type that much (I do not exercise them enough... need to do more finger crunches).

So what is the point of this (there is a point??). Basically, for the first post I am preluding the subsequent posts that will be seen on this site. Perhaps not all of them will deal with discovery, however, then I will change the subject heading (is that not what it is for?). I wanted to introduce myself (although I did not really say much about myself) and my writing style, although do not get used to this because I am surely going to change it with frequency. So, yup. This is the first of many so I hope. Wow, this post really did not say anything about anything. I apologize although I am only a little sorry. And, shout out to Helen for giving me motivation to actually do this.


"The world changes, it grows, it shrinks, but there is always someone else on it with you."